Friday, November 21, 2014
No Husband?!!!!
No?
Teacher, No Husband? What? Why?
Just hasn't happened yet.
No Babies?!!
Nope, none of those either
What? No Boyfriend?
Nope...
Oh...I know someone....
The women in my class are wonderful.
Even when they think I'm going to be a single old maid.
Teacher Teacher
Thursday, November 20, 2014
Burma
Seriously...WWJD
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Update
Silence
Silent halls
Green grass when there should be none as all
Chilly rooms
Whispered words
Old books
Unknown faces with welcoming looks.
Silence like a knife
Sharp and cold
Yet so peaceful.
Take me back
Its too loud here
Take me back to a place to dear
Thats my attempt at poetry.
Trying to sum up my time at a Monastery where I spent most of my time in silence.
Boy was it wonderful.
I really needed that.
God was there. I felt time close by.
Out there...
Sunday, November 16, 2014
Its been awhile.
Saturday, November 8, 2014
Maggies
Comer, GA is small.
One stoplight small.
Normal to me.
I like small towns.
It reminds me of home.
And like home Comer has one hopping resturant.
Only this place isn't China house...
Or even Corner cup.
It's Maggies.
Nestled in between to closed stores sits the only escape I have within biking distance.
Sometimes I forget there are other people on this world.
My life is all Jubilee.
Except when I'm at Maggies.
The food is overpriced.
But the wifi is free.
The service is kind and they always greet me.
They say y'all and call me sweetie.
It's a nice escape.
They even have wine.
Which makes it a fun escape sometimes.
They also have pie.
It's a sometimes place that I like to go to by myself to remind myself that I have a choice. I can live my life in so many different ways. It's nice to have that reminder. That I have choices.
Monday, November 3, 2014
Break
Jubilee is not always easy.
Especially for me.
I miss my family.
I miss my friends.
I miss normal.
I miss movies and cuddles.
Country roads
Barking dogs
So I took a break.
I booked a flight and headed north.
Home.
Home is love.
Home is comfort.
Home is the smell of clean laundry and long days.
A place where my mom makes me coco and my sisters encourage me.
Home is a church filled with people who care.
Home is friends who laugh with you.
Home is where I always want to go when I'm down.
I'm heading back to jubilee.
But I will always be wanting to go home.
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
The Wardrobe
The touch of a spiderweb on my face.
Pebbles stuck in my shoes.
Dirt on my toes.
Notebook in hand.
Tweet of a bird.
Scurry of a critter.
Walking.
Waking.
Walking.
In Woods.
On a narrow path.
Through a wardrobe.
Entering a new world.
One of many...
languages
Faces
Cultures
Laughs
Tears
Struggles
Hugs
But unlike Narnia, I enter into a world full of Love.
"All shall be done, but it may be harder than you think.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe
Sunday, October 26, 2014
Sunday
The rest of the day I intend to stay in my PJS
Drink coffee
Sit by the fire
Read
Look at old Pictures
Be Happy
Be Thankful
5pm Worship my Amazing Lord
Scary times
Pumpkins
Bonfires
Sweaters and Scarfs
Scary movies
I love this time of year.
I really love Halloween.
I love the thrill of being scared
And I really love candy.
Volunteer outings are always a blast.
So we decided to go to Watson Mill ( The local state park)
They had a scary hayride and movie
The hayride was not scary
and the movie was weird
But that didnt really matter because we all had a blast just being together!
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Echos Through the air
Bang.
Bang.
Bang.
Bang.
Rebels?
Here?
Coming??
How do you explain to someone who has faced so much that a shot in the distance is nothing to fret?
How do you explain to someone whose face is contorted with fear that all is well?
No. No No.
Hunting.
Deer.
Meat.
NO danger.
It's hunting season now, and we are here to explain that it's nothing bad.
But what about the 4th of July?
What about a lawnmower backfiring?
What about all the other things that are going to strike fear into these people who have already feared too long.
My only hope is loving neighbors who will explain.
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
CC
Child Care
10 Babies.
Screaming for their moms.
Some walking.
Some talking.
Some just learning to hold their heads.
This is usually a rough time.
Someone is always crying.
It's hard to keep all of them happy.
You play.
You read.
You tickle.
Sometimes nothing works.
BUT
Today was just fantastic.
Babies were happy.
All Smiles.
I even got a few laughs.
It made me remember why Jesus said let the little children come.
This must be normal...
Leather and Ink
Monday, October 20, 2014
Clothes line
No dryers.
Clothes pins and line.
Isles of twine.
Clothes fluttering.
Empty baskets waiting to be filled.
A sock on the ground.
It's mate never going to be found.
A friend.
Chatting at you over unmentionables.
How's life?
What do you believe?
Do you miss him?
Are you happy here?
Questions.
Questions asked over the clothes line.
sweet
Wonderful
Relationship building
Brief
Short
But enough.
Sickies
No, not ebola.
A stomach bug.
It's picking it's victims
One by one.
Living in community means sharing germs.
Living in community also means that when you're sick people bring you toast and tea in bed.
I fully expect to receive the nasty thing.
My only hope is that it's before I have to go home!
Fire master
At some point during my time here I gained a nickname that has stuck.
Firemaster.
This because even in the rain I built a fire.
My fingers have been licked by flames but I still build on.
I sometimes welcome the heat on a cold morning.
I'm hoping I can change it to firelord so I can pretend I'm a fire bender.
Nerd up!!
Change
In community change is hard.
Difficult
Impossible
A task that takes years.
Jubilee has to Learn that change is going to happen.
Change has to happen.
Just because jubilee doesn't change doesn't mean the world doesn't.
How are we to properly help them if we are behind.
Football
Soccer to us.
Football to them.
Flashes of black and white.
A ball kicked.
Up
And
D
O
W
N
A green field.
Smiling faces.
Laughing.
Cheers.
Cheers for a team they don't know.
For white people they can't understand.
They don't cheer for the players.
They cheer for the sport.
For normalcy.
Something familiar
In a foreign land.
Refugee children
And adults.
Side by side in the stands.
Yelling for every goal.
Spanish.
English.
Karenni
Burmrse
Indonesian.
All yelling in a beautiful song.
Taking the refugees on a trip to see a UGA girls soccer game was magical. They loved it do much, I was blessed just taking them.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Back to the 706
Drip.
Thats cold.
Why are my socks wet.
Oh I'm cold.
Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
What is that noise.
Drip.
What time is it??
Where is my watch?
5AM? Sleepy time.
8AM.
It's pouring.
My corner of the tent is sopping wet.
A decision is made to pack up quickly.
The rain has killed all plans of pancakes over a fire.
It also hindered our sunrise hike.
The disappointment in the air soon lifted as soon as we decided to go to Waffle House.
Pack.
Pack.
It's all wet.
Oh well.
We will dry it out.
Lets get on the road.
Peanut butter waffle and coffee.
Great way to end a happy weekend.
Back to work tomorrow.
Black Mountain
North Carolina 336!!
Breath taking.
Damn, God is so amazing.
The view from Main St. Black Mountain was stunning.
The Autumn colors.
The mist.
All of it was pure beauty.
After 3 long hours in a car we finally arrived at the campground.
Site 13.
Site 17.
Just down that long wooded road.
Site 13 was a stunning sight.
You had to hike down a small trail.
Bubbling creek on one side.
Canopy of trees surround the valley.
Vibrant colors of fall in a 360 degree view.
Pitched a tent.
Made a fire.
Made some delicious pizza.
Devoured some S'mores.
Enjoyed being together.
It was dark by 8.
We were sleeping but 10.
At 11:15 I scrambled out of the tent to get water.
Screamed because I saw a critter.
Fell on top of my tent mates.
Fell asleep by 11:23.
We must retreat!
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Closed doors, open hearts
You are with the same people all the time.
It's difficult to have your space.
Your own time.
Sometimes you can't take a shower without someone knocking on the door.
But that's all part of it.
You learn to accept things.
Learn to love things.
And Learn how to keep your opinions to yourself sometimes.
I am stubborn sometimes.
I'm sarcastic.
I can rub people the wrong way when I dont get my way.
I can be a hard person to love.
But here. People understand.
They understand that sometimes you need that
Space.
Time.
Silence.
People here...
They Accept.
They love.
And that's the best part of living in community.
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
Josina.
We meet on Wednesdays right before lunch.
At first she terrified me.
She is so knowledgeable in so many things.
Matters of justice.
Writing.
The Bible.
Refguees.
Jubilee.
So many things!!
I didn't think Id be able to talk to her every week.
But then...
Something happened.
We decided to use that time to have a mid-week bible study.
Reading through Mark and discussing the word.
Wow. What a wonderful way to connect.
Let me just say God Is so good.
ALL THE TIME!
Vocab Lesson
Seatbelts everyone! Please dont let this be another field trip!
A spoon full of sugar and a dash of cream
“Count your age by friends, not years. Count your life by smiles, not tears.”
John Lennon
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Room 4
In the Khouse up the dark wooden stairs is a balcony.
In the balcony sits a sewing machine.
Next to the sewing machine is a door.
Through the door is a hallway.
In the hall you will find...
Worn yellow carpet
Spiderwebs
White walls
Doors.
The third door on the left.
Room 4
That's mine.
Its next to the bathroom.
Small.
Closest like.
Cave like.
Cozy.
Messy.
Home.
Home Base
The Khouse.
The center of all activities.
Devotions.
Meetings.
Mail.
Lunch.
Dinner.
Games.
Canning.
Reading.
Music playing.
Living.
It feels like the heart of the community. Constant flow of people in and out, all doing various job to ensure the whole community runs.
Monday, October 6, 2014
Difficult Students
My students are wonderful.
That being said I got to experience first hand what a difficult student was.
It must be hard. To be a full grown man, married with children, knowledge and experience to be taught by a young 20 something woman. I have no formal education in teaching. I did a short training but nothing really extensive. I'm also not oblivious to the different roles women play in other cultures.
With all of that being said, I didn't think I'd see the day when I would have to dismiss a student from my class. Especially an adult.
Learning English is no simple task. Heck, It's my first language and I screw it up on a daily basis. It does require focus and a bit of seriousness, both of which this student lacked. He would joke and poke fun, both of which I can deal with to a point. But add that to disrupting the learning of other students, lying and not participating in activities it became too much. I also could have dealt with it if it were once or twice. ..but everyday. Wowzer.
Finally I lost it. Asked him to step outside...He didn't like that very much and to be honest nor did I. It's so vital for our students to learn English that having him leave class is detrimental.
So now this man, who us a wonderful person, is taking a break from classes. It's hard to think about him not coming, especially when the language is so important. I'm praying that he will feel comfortable enough in the future to return to classes.
House Night
Food
Refugee Program
We feel privileged as a Christian community to be able to host people from all over the world and from many religious and ethnic backgrounds. Jubilee becomes a safe place for the refugees where they can study English, get acquainted with their new country, rest, play, regain their health, and begin their new lives in an environment of love and support.
While at Jubilee
We work together with sponsoring agencies in Atlanta to place refugees at Jubilee who will especially benefit from the extra assistance Jubilee provides, such as people who need English, those who are making a large cultural leap, or single mothers with children. We provide a residential program to these newly-arrived refugees, who typically live at Jubilee for about two months. During that time we provide:
- A comfortable house located next to our English school and playground
- Intensive English language classes
- Childcare for small children while parents are in classes
- Assistance in obtaining Social Security cards, initial health screenings, and other medical care as needed
- Transportation and assistance with weekly shopping trips
- Practical, Cultural, and Information Classes, such as: Cooking, Household Care, Banking and Money Management, Working in the U.S., Apartment Living, Legal Rights and Responsibilities
- Field Trips: local zoo, public library
Hospitality
Beyond Jubilee...
For many years we have collaborated with two resettlement agencies in Atlanta: the International Rescue Committee (IRC) and the Refugee Resettlement and Immigration Services Agency (RRISA). After a two month stay at Jubilee, refugees move on to Atlanta where IRC or RRISA has a furnished apartment waiting and will assist the family in finding work, enrolling in school, and the many other needs that permanent resettlement involves. In recent years many Karen and Karenni have chosen to resettle in and around our small town of Comer. We are so thankful to have long-term relationships with these neighbors. Some of these neighbors are a part of our ESOL classes and help with translation.
From 2008 - present, Jubilee has hosted a steady stream of refugees from Burma (Myanmar); they have been mostly of the Karen ethnic group, with some Karenni, Chin, and Rohingya families.
In the past several years there have been refugees here from several African countries: Somalia, Sudan, Democratic Republic of Congo, Congo-Brazzaville, and Central African Republic.
You're doing what?
The color yellow
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A fellow Hoosier.
We had Ihop the first morning we met.
We discussed our fears of Jubilee being a cult.
(it's not)
She smiles all the time.
Her handwriting looks like a child's but the words she writes are fierce.
She is so lovely.
Kate.
A familiar face.
Goshen grad.
Queen of the garden.
Lover of books.
Master of stories.
She has a huge heart.
Always will to give a hug.
Jess.
Sweet as a doe.
So on fire for Christ.
Skinny with Grandma clothes (a student of mine said that to me)
Wise beyond her years.
Musically talented, Oh her voice.
Strong.
Grounded in her faith.
Phoebe.
The girl from Jersey.
Spending her 2nd term at JP.
A born writer.
Lover of all things Baseball.
Player of games.
A true warrior of a woman.
Night Owl who loves LOTR and HP
Philip.
The lone man.
The Sweetest guy ever.
Extremely thoughtful.
Snake catcher.
Punny.
Makes some killer Mac and cheese
UGA football.
Bea.
Aka. Jessica #2
Lover of animals
Does not love BOBBY!!
Beautiful artist
Wonderful with children
So spunky.
Hands and feet of Jesus.
Cristy.
Makes me feel at home.
So caring.
The mother of our group
Published author
Beautiful singer
Family and faith focused.
NPR listener
Kat.
Jester of the group
Laughing
Rapping
Filling the room with love
So strong
Hint of southern twang
Rebel.
* Kat decided that it wasn't in her best interest to stay at Jubilee. Last week, after a month of being here she left us. It was a heart breaking time for us and we all miss her so much. It was my honor to get to know her. But don't you worry, this is a see ya later, not a good bye.